I struggle with clinical depression. I don't know why it hits me, but most of the time it comes out of nowhere. Nothing really brings it on, it just happens. I love my life when I'm not in one of these slumps but when they come it's like I feel suicidal or something. For the record, I would never kill myself, but I can't say that the thoughts don't cross my mind during these bouts. Before, I didn't believe that clinical depression existed, but now I understand that it does in fact exist. I can name a hundred things that could be bringing me down right now, but I know it's not really any one of them. It's just something that hits me randomly. Maybe I am cursed. Who knows.